Brother 83

Brother 83
"Inspired by songs, personal life"

Brother…
Don't ask what's bothering me
No matter what I say you couldn't understand everything what it means to me
So it's better to keep this distance between you & me

Brother…
Do you still wanna hold my hand?
Do you truly think you can understand what the fuck is wrong with me?
Do you think it like the fact that I'm good and kind?
I'm a fuck-able person if that can be defined
You'll be shocked from seeing just a peace of my mind
Don't bother to reading it you'll only get affected by my depression, hate, rage and anger dear (Anakie)

Brother…
Do you wanna be in the ring with me?
Do you wanna box with my sins which's my personality
Can you handle the demon inside of me?
Not about to be patient with you so stop giving unwanted advices to me

Brother…
Do you wanna head bang with me?
Let you hear the rock/metal music that I play frequently
Show you the place I go to when I flee
Ganna show you my world
I can show you what is
Make you see how dark I can be
Didn't you know that I like it a lot when I see the blood gushing out of me?

Not about to see your future life
And if ya wanna a fight or a battle then hell let it be

Brother…
When you have children tell them not to walk my way
Tell them not to hold my hand
Tell your children not to understand
Tell your children not to hear my words, what they mean, what they say
It wouldn't matter anyway
Can you hide them from my black fire, my twisted desire?

Brother…
You can never heal me
It's not cuz that I wait & bleed
It's something inside of me
Brother…
Brother…
Dear brother …please let go and just let it be