
Someday
I wonder how is it ganna be for us this year.
Now that things are back to normal yet I wonder late at night why do I end up with a bloody tear?
Do you think about the impossible?
Maybe I don't know I'm still figuring out if we ever can be cool?
If I came to you when you're in need I hope at least that proves I'm a true friend indeed.
Can't deny that I can't forget you but sometimes I just don't wanna remember you.
But how can I? When your image is in my mind like a photograph.
I say this though, you're someone I can never erase and inside me you'll always have a special place that has no replace.
But lately I feel I can live normally, it wasn't easy but nothing is.Sometimes I pass by the bookstore where we 1rst met.
Sitting there on the library chair, I smile reminiscing the 1rst time I saw your wondering eye and when you stared at me with a shy pretty face.
Girl… I wish you were the one.
Who I give my seed.
The one that I only need.
The one who I want to feed.
But it ended so soon and I'm all alone again and incomplete.
Losing you was my biggest fear.
But when it did I was too hurt and scared to have you near.
I used to get petrified every time you and I collide.
I'll be lying if I said I don't love you no more but it's just not the same that I'm sure.
It's hard to come back cuz again we might get another heart brake.
And my heart took as much it can take so it can't handle another ache.
It doesn't matter who stays or who's gone I hope both of us can go on.
Babe I know it's too late to turn it around but God oh God ever since you've been gone I really miss you so much and so.
I'm blue and I feel so sad like a child who did something bad.But now I accepted it so I'm not mad.
Putting our love aside.
I'm hurt but no worries it won't kill me and I stopped running away so I won't neither hide or would try to commit suicide.
You know it's good that we didn't meet again.
Cuz I don't think I could say goodbye if we come face to face and looked you in to your eyes.
Hope you understand me.
I don't want to wakeup in misery of being without you.
I know you said it kind and clear but I guess my ego got to me and made me become insincere.
These memories hold me tight since I can hardly breathe.
I guess I can finally see we were never meant to beI'm sorry for all this pain I caused, for every single precious tear.
My anger blinded me but you know that I can never hate you it's not a lie.
But still life is shit and we gotta move on.
I wish you all the good, no really you still deserve better even if we are not together.
I guess it was only a dream and you just wanted me to wake up so I think it's time to go and get up.
It doesn't matter now who's right or wrong, with or without you I still live on.
I'm crushed but I'm trying to keep smiling like you told me to hoping to find a better day and if it did I hope it'll come your way Will my lady it's time to put my mask on and go face the world and fade away.
Who knows maybe when things are right we might meet again somedaySomeday…………………….someday
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I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like
homeSitting all alone inside your head
How do you feel?
That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
Stone Sour Through Glass
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