ok it's too hard to not feel sad every time i think of you and it's really such a bother and a pain that i do
and i know time will heal me but i have no time and i don't want this hate to go bigger and this grudge to go on forever
so I'll pour everything in this note and then maybe forget about everything and be normal again and move on and all this draknes in me would die would fade away like poisoned blood that i can no longer bare
and i don't give a damn about what you, your friends or mine say or think of this cuz it has nothing to do with them or you
1rst and last fuck you for acting as nothing happened and none of this is not you're fault in any part of it
i will forget that you made my mother cry and don't ask what i told her all i said that it was over
between you and i
and she teared not only cuz i'm at hurt but also
cuz "we" wanted you so fuck you if you ever think you are such an angel without a dirty face
fuck you for every tear i shed cuz i was in love with you
fuck telling me to talk to you be e7teram ?!
remember that i didn't fucked you when i had the chance ya "madam"
fuck for lying to me, confusing me and for hanging me
fuck you saying that you care
for every sweet feeling and memory you gave me and now it's gone with the air
i don't wish for your mom to cry like mine
i don't wish any harm
but still fuck you and just leave see if i care so be gone
i was living without you
i lived with you
and i can live without you
so fuck you
and everything that we used to share
i still want God to bless you
but still fuck you even if you are reading this note right here
nothing personal but fuck you did made my self clear?
no one said life is fair
